He’s stressed about work and life and pressure
and as we pray for each other
he uses the words
“on the chopping block.”
I’m waking up in the middle of the night
thinking about what has to be done, finished, started, explained, reminded
trying to remember more than I stress that the work is good work
and the ends do not depend on my ability to think up the means
because the rules of the kingdom of heaven
don’t follow the rules
but I hold my breath
and I clench my teeth
and I hunker down
over computer
over printer
over keyboard
over paperwork
hoping that all works out
so that we can do the work we hope to do
because God knows even on our worst days we know
that those we serve deserve it.
The trick, though
is that on our worst days
we forget that it is the kingdom they long for
we forget that it is the king they are waiting for
and we take on the pressure of the kingdom and the king
when the only pressure waiting for us is
the pressure of getting caught up in
the ways of the king and his kingdom
So as I wake in the middle of the night
with him in mind
neck on chopping block
and with me in mind
sanity on chopping block,
I do my best to remember
that the kingdom comes.
period.
and my prayer is to be caught up in
the ways of the king and his kingdom.
djordan
Pine Tree
