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I have this great desire
to look you square in the eyes
in the way that looks
beyond and through your eyes
to those places where you are
asking questions
raising doubts
blaming yourself
doubting your capacity
questioning your integrity
and holding your own peace hostage
to the ideas that you,
and others for you,
have created about
what you are supposed to be by now
what your past really means about you
how you really should feel about this
what you really should do about that
I want to look you in the eyes
in the way that looks
beyond and through your eyes
to those places that hold the truth
and when you think all’s lost
because the truth is finally known
because you have to admit
that you aren’t who you want to be
that you aren’t who you hope to be
that you aren’t what you think you can be
it’s those moments;
that’s when I want to grab your arms
between your shoulders and your elbows
and shake you like your life depends on it
and shake you like my life depends on it
it’s those moments;
that’s when I want to grab your arms
between your shoulders and your elbows
and look you in the eyes
and beyond your eyes
so you know the truth about who we are is known
and it’s mutual.
And then,
I want to take a deep breath
and pause
and let you know
how incredibly proud God is of you
how incredibly pleased God is with you
how incredibly jealous God is for you, and
how incredibly restless God is because
you are still too afraid to say
the refrain he’s been waiting to hear you say
for quite some time now:
“I am just right. Right now.”
I have this great desire
that you can look yourself in the eyes
and say, “I am just right. Right now.”
djordan
Pine Tree Dr.
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